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my mercury’s in retrograde


random .txt shit:


6.29.8
i'm trying
i really am

7.2.8.
i am an alcoholic and a drug addict
i care enough until the next moment
i hate this life and where i have put myself
i love you all. but hate all of this life

7.3.8
she is the biggest karmatic (if that's a word) cluster-fuck i have ever owned.

7.22.8
you look like a model and seem like a nut case.

7.30.8
Should I give up or should i just keep chasing pavement even if it leads no where?

8.3.8
i was actually pleased with tonight. last night as well. tomorrow should follow suit. i'm having a great weekend.

8.23.8
it only takes two friends to reach in and pull my heart out.
it only takes two friends to reach in and pull me out of myself.
i needed it
they didn't deserve it
i had no idea
every moment from here has changed
i love you guys.


random written:

1.6.8
every time i am at the hospital pharmacy
i hope to witness someone coughing horribly
then passing out
only to come back to life as a zombie

(no dates)
he's the alphabet pony
words on repeat
every one that passes by
judged and screened
would i fuck you?
words on repeat
i am the animal to that angel
sighs at length
thoughts on random

i ponder my location and yours
how does one get you into my bed?
hell, i'll take you gasping for more in my backseat
it's 7pm and my wolf is out.


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